Death Note

Imagine one of the shinigamis (God of Death) drop his death note into ur lap. With it u have the power of killing any1 jz by writing down their name while rem their face and they will drop dead by heart attack within 40 sec.

If u write any other cause of death within 40 sec after writing their name, u have another 6 min n 4o sec to note down the details of how that person's gonna die.

Basically, imagine u play God as director and the world is ur stage... What would u do? Who would u kill? How would u do it?

Jz imagine for a minute and forget ur humanity... imagine death note is in your hand...n write down ur fantasy, it'll be fun.... :P

inspired by 'death note' comic created by tsugumi ohba & takeshi obata

-RandoMind-

Ada Kalanya

Ada kalanya kita merasa sedih
Ada kalanya kita merasa bahagia
Ada kalanya kita menangis
Ada kalanya kita tertawa
Ada kalanya kita takut kehilangan
Ada kalanya kita melepaskan
Ada kalanya kita bertahan
Ada kalanya kita berjalan
Ada kalanya kita marah
Ada kalanya kita memaafkan
Ada kalanya kita membenci
Ada kalanya kita mencintai
Ada kalanya kita kehilangan
Ada kalanya kita mendapatkan

Begitu banyak bentuk emosi… yg indah dan membuat kita tersenyum dan yang buruk yang membuat kita melakukan hal-hal yg nantinya akan kita sesalkan…

Anehnya untuk menulis sesuatu yg indah diperlukan emosi yg membuat kita menangis, cemberut, bersedih…

Dari semua hasil seni dari, semua lagu… semua yg indah dilihat, dibaca, didengarkan adalah hasil inspirasi ketika sang creator sedang dalam dilema, dalam kesedihan, kemarahan, kesepian….

Aneh… kenapa sesuatu yg membuat kita sedih dapat menciptakan sesuatu yg indah dan mengharukan?

-RandoMind-

Avalanche

Something's wrong but i can't put a finger on it
my heart can't stop beating so hard
as tho i knew an avalanche was coming
and yet i couldn't move and i stood still

This emotion i feel,
i cant give it a name
its a mix of everything real
n yet nothing concrete

An avalanche is coming
i'm on its way
i have to move..
n yet i stood still

there was a look i remember
the look of a person in despair
the look in the eyes of those who gave up
do i have that look now? i wonder

it is like when u know ur time is up
and yet u dun wanna leave just yet
u try to hold on but its no use
u know nothing can stop what's coming

An avalanche is speeding towards me
of what is it, i dunno
had i known, i wud be prepared
oh how i wish i knew

could i be saved before it's too late?
but don't pull me put once im under
coz if nothing could stop the avalanche
then most definitely nothing could save me

-RandoMind-

Understanding Why People Insult Others

This is not my writing, it was originally posted in Paulo Coelho's blog

In The Tokyo Subway;

Terry Dobson was traveling on the Tokyo subway when a drunk got on and began to insult all the passengers.

Dobson, who had studied martial arts for some years, challenged the man.

"What do you want?" asked the drunk.

Dobson got ready to attack him. Just then, an old man sitting on one of the seats shouted: "Hey!"

"I’ll beat the foreigner, then I’ll beat you!" said the drunk.

"I like to drink, too," said the old man. "I sit every afternoon with my wife, and we drink sake. Are you married?"

The drunk was confused, and replied: "I have no wife, I have no one. I’m just so terribly ashamed."

The old man asked the drunk to sit beside him. By the time Dobson got off, the man was in tears.

From:

http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2010/12/15/in-the-tokyo-subway/

Who You Wanna Be

I've seen people with problems trying to dissolve those problems with alcohol, drugs or even by putting on a mask of an ignorant jerk..

I've heard people blaming others for their sufferings, blaming things that had happened to them as a reason of the being jerks or acting like ass-es

And then i encounter these people judging other people, calling em names, telling em what to do, accuse em of things that aren't even true...

I get it that people that had been hurt once too many times , got betrayed by their closet people, tend to shut themselves up and becomes bitter n hard to trust any1 else...

but must these people start making negative assumptions about people around them?

Must they always think of the worse of everything?

and then they end up hurting people they claim to care the most and one day lose them forever...

things always happen for a reason... whether its a positive reasoning or negative, it's always up 2 us...

shit happens time to time... its upon us to make the best of it or to sulk and blame it for the reason of our failure...

u r who u want 2 be... there are always choices...

every once in a while, we find ourselves fall into the darkest pit... now only great people has the guts to climb back up again and be a better man and becomes more alert knowing that there are other dark pits ahead... while weak men with ignorance would just stay at that dark pit thinking things can't get worse and forever stay there... too afraid to come out of it and fall into another pit... for them, at least where they are, they know it well

guess what... it is not the strongest men that survive... it is those who are flexible and easily adaptable to changes...

-RandoMind-

All About Love

Being in love is the best gift and at the same time the worst curse.

Being in love is a great risk, but what's life without risk :)

Once in love, will always love

Pain caused by love hurts more than a stab by the sword

Obsession is a part of love, jealousy is the other side of the coin.

When u question ur feelings, its never love

How do u know u r in love? u just know

-RandoMind-

Man of God

Toota toota ek parinda aise toota (टूटा टूटा एक परिंदा ऐसे टूटा)

Eng: A Fairy (bird) was broken as such

Ke phir jud naa paaya (के फिर जुड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't be fixed again

Loota loota kisne usko aise loota (लूटा लूटा किसने उसको ऐसे लूटा)

Eng: Somebody stole from his as such

Ke phir ud naa paaya (के फिर उड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't fly again

O o o o

Toota toota ek parinda aise toota (टूटा टूटा एक परिंदा ऐसे टूटा)

Eng: A Fairy (bird) was broken as such

Ke phir jud naa paaya (के फिर जुड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't be fixed again

Loota loota kisne usko aise loota (लूटा लूटा किसने उसको ऐसे लूटा)

Eng: Somebody stole from his as such

Ke phir ud naa paaya (के फिर उड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't fly again

Girta hua woh asmaan se (गिरता हुआ वोह आस्मां से)

Eng: Falling from the sky

Aakar gira zameen par (आकर गिरा ज़मीन पर)

Eng: He hit the ground

Khwabon mein phir bhi badal hi the (ख्वाबों में फिर भी बदल ही थे)

Eng: Still, In his dreams were the clouds

Woh kehta raha magar (वोह कहता रहा मगर)

Eng: But he kept on saying (reciting)

Reff:

Ke allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (के अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: That Man of God keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever it is (happens), tomorrow it (chance) will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Kho ke aapne par hi to usne tha ud naa sikha (खो के आपने पर ही तो उसने था उड़ ना सिखा)

Eng: Only after losing his wings did he learned to fly

Kho ke aapne par hi to o o o (खो के आपने पर ही तो o o o)

Eng: Only after losing his wings

Kho ke aapne par hi to usne tha ud naa sikha (खो के आपने पर ही तो उसने था उड़ ना सिखा)

Eng: Only after losing his wings did he learned to fly

Gham ko aapne saath mein lele dard bhi tere kaam aayega (ग़म को आपने साथ में लेले दर्द भी तेरे काम आएगा)

Eng: Take your sorrows with you, for the pain will also be of use to you

Reff:

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever it is (happens), tomorrow it (chance) will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Tukde tudke ho gaya tha har sapna jab woh toota (टुकड़े टुकड़े हो गया था हर सपना जब वोह टूटा)

Eng: (all of) His dreams were shattered when he fell (apart)

Tukde tudke ho gaya tha aa aaa aa (टुकड़े तुद्के हो गया था aa aaa aa)

Eng: Shattered to pieces

Tukde tudke ho gaya tha har sapna jab woh toota (टुकड़े तुद्के हो गया था हर सपना जब वोह टूटा)

Eng: all of his dreams were shattered when he fell (apart)

Bhikre tukdon mein allah ki marzi ka manzar paayega (भिकरे टुकड़ों में अल्लाह की मर्ज़ी का मंज़र पायेगा)

Eng: In those broken pieces is (he will find) God's wish (aim/will)

Reff:

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Toota toota ek parinda aise toota (टूटा टूटा एक परिंदा ऐसे टूटा)

Eng: A Fairy was broken as such

Ke phir jud naa paaya (के फिर जुड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't be fixed again

Loota loota kisne usko aise loota (लूटा लूटा किसने उसको ऐसे लूटा)

Eng: Somebody stole from his as such

Ke phir ud naa paaya (के फिर उड़ ना पाया)

Eng: That he couldn't fly again

Girta hua woh asmaan se (गिरता हुआ वोह आस्मां से)

Eng: Falling from the sky

Aakar gira zameen par (आकर गिरा ज़मीन पर)

Eng: He hit the ground

Khwabon mein phir bhi badal hi the (ख्वाबों में फिर भी बदल ही थे)

Eng: Still, In his dreams were the clouds

Woh kehta raha magar (वोह कहता रहा मगर)

Eng: But he kept on saying (reciting)

Reff:

Ke allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (के अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: That Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever it is (happens), tomorrow it (chance) will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

Allah ke bande hasde allah ke bande (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे अल्लाह के बन्दे)

Eng: Man of God, keep smiling oh Man of God

Allah ke bande hasde jo bhi ho kal phir aayega (अल्लाह के बन्दे हसदे जो भी हो कल फिर आएगा)

Eng: Man of God keep smiling, whatever happens, tomorrow chance will come again

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Sluts and Strippers

Many have judged n throw their faces away from those who work as sluts or strippers... they spit on those who they think are the cause of a breaking of a household.

Many resent those who work for little money by satisfying all the beasts lust night after night...

Yes there are other ways of earning some food but for us who have been brought up in our own palace, we tend to ignore the problem outside our castle. These girls merely 20 came to town for work to get some money just enough to feed their families...they never planned of being a sexual worker...

But the hard life, the minimum amount of work opening force them to chose that work that is taboo for others...

Yes, perhaps many chose these line of work cause they just wanna get the easier way... some may also do it for their satisfaction and perhaps drugs.... But many are doing it as sacrifices.... to pay for their son's/little sibling's food n education, parents medication... their own survivals...

Being a sexual worker is also a job... a way to earn white money... just like we do what we do in our own professions... these workers are better than those who work but corrupt... those who eat other people's money and live like they are the purest amongst all...

As far as breaking a house... blame the men to actually chose to go to them....they are just doing their work

Jz a thought... pardon for any rudeness or if this note has offended any of those who read it :)

-RandoMind-

Oh Happy Days

Today i had a pleasant surprise when my elementary school teacher walked in to my office for a check up. It's not that i am happy she was ill, but i was glad that she could remember me. She even remembered my name. It took her a while but then she did remember my name.

She was my teacher when i was in grade 3, and i remember that i was a troubled student at that time. Perhaps that's why she remembered me, or it could simply be the fact that i was the only indian student in her class that she still remembered me after all this year. Either way, i was so excited and happy.

She couldn't take her eyes of me while i was checking her and explaining to her about her condition. She kept smiling until i felt nervous and groggy. I told her i felt like i was in an exam... my elementary teacher seeing if i had become the person she once a hand in building, if i were a good doctor and if i were a good person.

She laughed and told me she was awed and proud to see me, once her 'troubled' student, sitting in the doctor's office with a white coat and explaining her. She started chattering about how she was gonna tell her colleagues who were also once my teachers how she got treated by me.

I was happy and nervous at the same time. The feeling that my teacher saw my success and was proud of me was out of the world. I was happy and content and all. But i was nervous and scared.. what if the medicine didn't work or if my diagnosis was wrong. I dun her to think that i was that person... the one that completed her studies but wasn't skilled at the field...

well anyways, all in all.. i had a pretty good day and excitement and pride.

Thank you Ms. Lestari for being an awesome teacher :)

-RandoMind-