Conversation with C

The best lines and advices, I believe, comes when u r most truthful... N u r most truthful, I believe, is when all your filters r gone... I.e. under the influence of alcohol.

I sat with C drinking beers n absinthe... And talking about unimportant things which I believe neither of us would remember tomorrow.

And as usual... These tipsy talks provide useful pep talks.. So before I forget these points, lemme write it here. Perhaps, these points work on u too ;)

1. It doesn't matter how many people wants you down and failing, but if 1 person, just 1 person still supports u... Even if he is just the parking guy saying "where have u been doc, everything alright?"... Then it's worth sticking up with everything else.

2. Sometimes u gotta shut up even when u don't like it... Later on when the condition is reversed, u could say "don't be a bitch.. I wasn't one, but apparently u r 1"

3. Drive responsibly

4. U regret the things u didn't do the most

5. U wud be surprised who's there for you if u would just ask for it...

6. Call if u need help!!!


And many others

Poster Plastic Moments

Sometimes i think the only reason i'm not in one of those long term relationships is coz i suck at it. The thrill of the early dates and the beginning of a relationships r fun, but when shit gets serious, i get scared.


Sometimes i wonder.... maybe i am an fake... my attire and speech are tools to cover my vulnerability that is me.. the real me..


Honestly, i aint a feminist that believes that i cn live with no guys... on the contrary..  i long to be loved and pampered... 

Breeze in midst of hectic-ness

The world is spinning so fast, faster yet the people in it.

Always this always that... one thing over another begins

sometimes i wonder if i made the right choice

sometimes i wonder if i'm cut out for it..

then in a brief moment in between errands, i get to sit down

i sat down... closed my eyes, deep breaths..

for a brief moment i enjoyed the breeze on my face, through my hair

for a brief moment i enjoyed the melody of the birds singing

for a brief moment the sound of the basket ball being bounced brought me back to easier times

for a brief moment... just that 1 minute... i had a refreshing holiday

cluster of people passed by,

awakened from the dream land i opened my eyes

back to reality and it all starts over again... this time with a smile :)

sometimes all we need is that brief moment to enjoy what's given, to be reminded that all we need is one moment of breeze to relax before we continue with all the other things

-RandoMind-

She who lost her wings

what happens to the angel who stepped down to the firey hell to be with the devil she loved only to find he was with another devil and didn’t want her anymore?

She lost her dignity, her self esteem, her heart, her soul...

She pretends she’s happy, she’s content...

She lived long that way.. no need approvals, no need of friends, no need of soulmates, she was content being her... the girl with too many names

Until one day.. until that day.. she met him... let her guard down, showed her vulnerability... only to find out he didnt want her for life, he need her not for a lifetime of companionship.... he just wanted a time pass...

Wasn’t his fault... she sold herself so low... she forgot she was an angel.

Nothing is ever what it seems like

Don't go, she whispered... he ignored her

please stay, she pleaded... he turned a deaf ear

I'll give you the world, she bargained... he kept walking

She thought she was gonna die

yet she stayed alive

breathing and living she found strength

until one day she saw him

self destructive and dying

she walked close

y, she asked

u were my oxygen, he said

y leave then?

u'd never understand my dear, but u r living coz i walked away...

-RandoMind-